does anyone want to read my english paper? I suck at writing.. -_-

I’m Jennifer. I’m eighteen & a freshman in college. My heart belongs to David aka Spence <3 I live in a small town in the country. I’m a pretty simple girl. I don’t have fancy name brand stuff and I’m perfectly fine with that. I love tattoos. I can be insecure and I get jealous. I’m not perfect. I give second chances because I know people make mistakes and can change, not because I’m weak. If you want to know anything just ask! I love making new friends.
I'm still just trying to find my place in this world. <3
I'm still just trying to find my place in this world. <3
The look in my grandmothers eyes makes me want to cry. Her voice is the voice she had when I was little, gentle and soft. She stares at the ceiling unaware of the world around get not knowing who I am. I told her I love her and the reply bought tears to my eyes. Hearing I love you too is the most precious words when she says them.
I’m trying to go day by day dealing with this pain but it’s to much for me to bare. I don’t know how to deal with losing my only grandparent my bestfriend my second mother. There is nothing i can do. All i can do is cry. This is breaking my heart.